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"Gone fishing."

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[Not when there are cannibals around.]

Every situation is unique, but...if there isn't any other way, there isn't any other way. [The word simple is so simple...] That's. My take on it.

[For whatever it matters.]

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... do you think it changed you?

[ What she's hesitant to ask is: for the better or worse? ]

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[All these conversations happen while he's in the kitchen, don't they.]

Sure it did. [She's hesitant to ask, he's hesitant to go into too much detail.] Every time I've had to do it, I've changed. That's why I only do it if I have to.

[Worse, usually.]

the accursed one word reply

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Oh...

[ WHAT KIND OF ANSWER WAS SHE EXPECTING. She doesn't even know herself. ]

the most dreaded

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[Will tries to keep his infomodding to murderers after they've murdered, so he can't say what answer she was expecting, either.]

Who's been talking about this stuff anyway?

[You know, so he can bark at them. Maybe. Depending on what he finds.]

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No one! [ Did that sound too forced? ] I mean... I've been thinking... a lot. For a while...

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[Dangerous thinking, it spreads.]

And it gave you more questions than you had before you started thinking about it so much?

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.... yes.

Dr. Crane said we all have monsters inside us and that it doesn't seem to be a bad thing necessarily, but... I don't really know if you can still call yourself a good person if you do something bad.

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[Ah, yes, Crane has been reading Harry Potter.

Quietly, in the way that suggests Will's not aware he's saying it out loud, Sasha gets:]

What a crock of shit.

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[That moment when he realizes, on the tail end of such foul language, that he not only said it out loud, but said it out loud to a teenager:]

—I mean—

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[—and then realizes said teenager is from the place as Annie, who's definitely heard such terrible language before. And that he's not really in the business of treating teenagers like actual infants, in any way, so the momentary lapse just drives it further home that, really, what he means is?]

Between us, what I mean is, the idea of every single person having a monster inside of them isn't something I'd consider accurate. [Wow such education much] Sounds like shit to me.

[better]

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[ Some of the tension in her shoulder dissipates hearing that from Will. ]

Well, he did say sometimes things have to be done for the "greater good".

[ Therefore all this talk about evil and good are subjective, but she's still trying to wrap her head around it in a world where humans fight one another over so many petty things. ]

That defending ourselves isn't really "wrong" either...

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[He's going to stare at Crane a little more than usual next time they see each other at work, he just knows it's going to happen.]

Defending yourself isn't wrong. How you defend yourself, though, that's important. [Dinner might not be getting made, but coffee. Coffee is definitely happening.] No offense meant to Doctor Crane by what I just said, of course.

[Still shit, tho.]

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[ She's quiet for a good twenty seconds. ]

... if I tell you something, will you keep it a secret?

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[Immediate, curious:]

I will.

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[ Quietly: ]

I think in my future I might... hurt some people. Jean and Armin said our plans succeeded, but I haven't experienced that yet.

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[Oh.]

But you don't know if you actually did hurt anyone? They won't tell you?

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[ She's been afraid to ask. ]

Jean said we have to be prepared to kill. Armin already —

It doesn't sound like there's a way around it.

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Do you think you're prepared to kill, if there really isn't a way around it?

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... I don't know. Thinking about it makes me feel sick.

There were some boys a while back... they had a knife. Annabeth saved me, but I couldn't do it. I couldn't point a weapon at another human being.

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[Everything happens so much.]

Do you only know how to defend yourself using a weapon?

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They taught us hand-to-hand combat during training, but it's useless against titans.

I know how to use a bow and arrow.

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You remember the hand-to-hand combat you were taught? Because that works on people, and it's good to know.

[What, is he supposed to encourage anything else here?]

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I know... a friend has been showing me how to hone those skills.

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[Who's the friend, is it a boy, does he need to get a rocking chair for the front. And a shotgun.

Maybe she should just visualize anyone coming at her as trying to steal her food and then she won't have any problems with it? #thingsnottojokeabout #forrealtho #kungfusasha]

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