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[infomodder]

"Gone fishing."

[ so don't leave messages to ruin the after fishing glow !!!

your one stop shop for not leaving him alone ]

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DONE

[enucleation]

One thousand minus [ UNKNOWN ] [ yeah, kaneki isn't typing. He is talking, and the communicator is writing it down for him. But when he is just mumbles, the program can't decipher it ]

[ UNKNOWN ] eat [ UNKNOWN ] alright.

I'm alright.



With all of that, I think there is too much of a monster in me to ignore it, Will. "Different worlds" is not a good enough excuse anymore.

[infomodder]

[DUDE]

No, I don't know how monstrous the sight is. I can only imagine. [Does...Ken want him...to watch...this...? God, this is the best cannibalistic romance tactic THERE EVER FUCKING WAS.] You're welcome to think whatever you want of yourself, Ken, but you'll find it's not always possible to change what someone else thinks of you. Or how they feel about you. Gets even more muddled when you base that on what your body is capable of, whether or not you revel in its abilities.
And sometimes, the more you shove an idea down someone's throat, the more you make it so they're less inclined to swallow.

[cannibal speech for $500, alex]

[enucleation]

[ how ghouls seduce each other: cut off their fingers and grow them back in front of the other cannibal ]

Different worlds.
It helps them to see other people's stories as easier to accept. Because it never happened to them, it's just a story, like a book, like a movie, like a nightmare. Not real.

Until it happens to them. Dorian sees me as a monster. It happened to him. So it's what it is.

It sounds naive, though. To only really see it when it happens to you.



Will, why aren't you afraid of me? You read the file. You know what I can do. You know how fucked up I am. How fucked up I can be.

[infomodder]

[He's seeing enough right now, thanks. Getting into pure empathy is, however, not a fun conversation. So:]

You haven't given me any reason to be afraid, Ken. Just because I'm not afraid doesn't mean I'm not aware.

[Like how he's aware that, when walking on the side of a street trafficked by cars, there is some risk one might veer and take him down. Or when he goes over a bridge, it could crumble. Or how he's aware drinking might ruin his liver later on in life. But comparing Ken to inanimate objects, or the people behind them, or nature taking its toll at an unexpected moment, doesn't seem the best course of action.]

I've lived enough of my life in fear. I didn't enjoy it. I don't have a desire to repeat it when I don't have to.

[enucleation]

I hope I don't give you a reason to.

[ to be afraid. ]

[infomodder]

Me too.

[It would take a lot. And if he ever gave Will reason to fear, it would be enough for him to have to make a call. Ken would have to go so far it couldn't be contained between the two of them, in good faith.

Ken doesn't need that.]