infomodder | IC contact [Mask or Menace]

[cue kill bill sirens

calmly, confidently:]

Now we wait for him to show his hand so he can be found and properly dealt with.

Is this why when I messaged you about Dr. Crane saying hello you said those things?

[ She's not mad if Will knew something she didn't. He was protecting her, wasn't he? Because here she is, unaffected and safe at home.

... Crane was right. ]

[Ah, ah, what a question. It helps that there is no accusation he can pick up, nothing to point fingers that had he spoken up, this never would have happened. Makes it easier for...]

Yes. [Bitter, but not in her direction. Not at all.] He knew what he was doing, when he told you to say that. Probably thought it was clever.

[Bitterness Rising.]

[ A disgruntled sound. ]

I can't believe I ever trusted someone so cruel.

[Pause as he makes sure his stomach wound hasn't reopened and he'll die in the kitchen again.]

You weren't the only one. [Small comforts.] It happens.

Did you trust him?

No.

[#trustnopsychiatrist]

[ WHY DID SHE EVER TRUST HIM. ]

Shouldn't we be trying to catch him? What if he hurts more people?

He's being looked for, no doubt about that.

[What he really means is hunted, but shh.]

I want to do something to help.

[ Armin's message plays back in her head. Protect this world. ]

[Don't they all. But...]

What do you think you could do to help in this, Sasha?

[It's not rhetorical, dismissive, not a subtle jab that she doesn't have any skills to apply to this situation, not at all. It's an honest question.]

Helping to capture Dr. Crane... something.

[Something. Oh boy. His voice drops a little, gentle instead of dismissive. Fighting off that what he says might sound that way instead of earnestly wondering.]

Right. But how would you help with that?

[ She falters on her end. Is Will doubting her abilities? No, that can't be right. ]

Erm... I could help whoever's tasked to find him. I'm a good tracker and I know close-range combat. I should also keep him from running if he was found.

[~~tells her to contact Power Girl~~]

I don't know who all is going to make their intentions of finding him public. Keeping an eye on the Network and getting in touch with some of these capes might be in your best interests. I have to work within the bounds of the law [LMAO] here, and I'm not yet sure what their response is going to be.

[He's not encouraging illegal stuff, exactly. He just doesn't imagine bringing Sasha in with him to go over very well, and it's not like the government hasn't given certain imPorts a pass to deal with others. Still, until Will finds out more from Internal Affairs and knows what he's expected to do...Sasha doing a bit of networking, no pun intended, could be way more beneficial. Hopefully she knows if anyone asks for a character reference, she's free to point at Will. And some of these capes seem to be young, or young-ish, too. They'll probably have less frowny faces at pulling in a "kid" to run track and field.]

[ She knows he's right. She's not privy to how the law operates behind the scenes or during an actual investigation. It all sounded simpler in her head a moment ago: help catch him and leave the rest to the official authorities.

She pulls her legs up, resting her chin against her knees. ]

He wanted to know if I had seen or felt anything at the university. Why does he want to know if we were scared?

[A long pause. Sasha's spoken to Will enough to realize that's more because he's thinking his words than he's ignored her, or having troubles.]

Because he's a sadist [Does Sasha know that word? Maybe not. But Will doesn't ask, keeps going.] and he's obsessed with fear. Knowing you were afraid, what you saw, is part of his design. People like Doctor Crane care for others when others can provide them with something. In this case, the reactions and results to his attack. He may have lost the capacity to relate and care for others outside of that.

[Or he may have had it taken from him, Will doesn't say. He doesn't want to get into relating to Crane, not with Sasha.]

Remember when Doctor Crane told you we all have monsters inside of us, and that doesn't necessarily mean anything bad? Now you have a better understanding of why he'd think so, and what his idea of the "greater good" is.

This whole time he was trying to push us all into doing things he wanted?

[ So that's why he tried to convince her of all those things. It really does make her sick and angry, especially in light of everything that's happened back home. ]

That's... that's horrible.

[Sick enough to puke...]

Yes it is. But that's reflective of him, Sasha. Not you or anyone else.

[ She'll throw up Crane's ear... ]

I know.

... I didn't tell him because I wasn't ready, and I'm glad for that now, but I wasn't honest with you when I ported back in.

[In Will's sink, please.]

Is that something you want to change?

Yes... I should.

[ She exhales loudly. ]

Um, remember when you asked about the timeline? If I had experienced the future I [ slight pause ] was worried about?

[And it all ties back to Crane anyway, doesn't it?]

I remember.

... that thing happened.

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could also* not should...

i saw nothing

eats eyes

but how will i make art

in the dark

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ehizf4vrsaw

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