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"Gone fishing."

[ so don't leave messages to ruin the after fishing glow !!!

your one stop shop for not leaving him alone ]

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I'm sure.

[ She says it firmly, almost coldly. Raina probably isn't in the state of mind to add more nightmare fuel to the fire, but then again, she doesn't anticipate sleeping without a wide array of medications. The hallucinations have stopped, thankfully. It's just her. And Will. And Mary being a nosy creep. Hi, Mary. ]

People he considers to be on the same level as pigs -- go on.

[ She sits up straighter; she braces herself for the gruesome insight -- all the while concerned by one singular comment Will made. Hannibal makes a habit of eating the rude. ]

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[All right then. It's her choice. If this ever gets back to Chilton and he has any complaints about it, Will's going to make that part very clear. Choice is important, good Lord have mercy is it ever important. He doesn't even add that if it gets to a point and she wants to change topic, speak up. He figures she knows.]

Pigs, yes. Not prey or people, just pigs. [And he's back to the lecture tone, as much as he can be. If Raina imagined he would be a slightly grumpy-sounding teacher, well, she's right. That's what she's getting right now. The teacher who didn't get a good night's sleep, or he just graded a bunch of tests and realized his class is full of lazy folks who didn't do their homework. Grouch grouch, not the sort of the teacher students flock to after class, the one who goes out for coffee with them or becomes a close mentor figure later on.] You don't feel bad when you eat bacon, do you? Ham. Pulled pork. You're not threatened by pigs, either. Pigs are so far down the food chain, we breed them specifically to eat, thoughtlessly, because we don't have any worries they'll strike back. They're not intelligent enough, or equipped. We control them and feel no guilt for it. Why would we? They exist because we let them. If they're slaughtered and give life back to something greater than a pig, that's how it should be.

So it goes with him and most of his victims, his long pigs. He knows what he's doing is, yes, wrong. And would get him in a world of trouble if someone shined a light on him. It's very difficult, though, to put together compelling evidence when he continually eats that evidence.

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[ Raina doesn't answer Will's question, assuming it to be hypothetical. She wasn't a pork eater, after all. Though she can understand the analogy, it is pretty unnerving how deeply Will can understand Hannibal. It paints the perfect picture, yes. But still. How deep into insanity must one dive in order to be able to empathize with a cannibalistic killer? And how much gets sacrificed in order to resurface? ]

So does he believe himself to be above everyone? Or are there some who he considers equals?

[ Like you is the unspoken here. ]

And in Hannibal's eyes...

[ Here is the dreaded question. Raina forces herself to ask it. ]

...is Frederick nothing more than one of those pigs?

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[He's all geared up to talk about Hannibal, the mindset of the Ripper, to speak at length about cannibalism and the way he sees his pigs, he is prepared for that conversation. But then Raina has to go and ask that, about someone specific. About someone who means something specific to her. She jumps his train of thought to a much darker topic, and momentarily pulls him up short. He goes quiet, almost like he has to actually think this over. He doesn't, he's just...trying to put together the words.]

God no. [Crude, yes, but hopefully that crudeness serves as emphasis. Emphasis and some bit of proof that Will's not lying, not just trying to reassure her.] Frederick isn't an equal, either. I don't think anyone really is.

[Not even Will. Will, who is definitely speaking quite a lot on behalf of the Ripper. He's not just talking about a serial killer who's profile he knew extensively, he's talking about someone he thought was his best friend. So if there's ever an odd inflection where it seems like he's almost speaking in his defense here, well. Betrayal hits hard, doesn't it?]

Doesn't mean he's a pig, not at all. He's too keen. And useful. Plenty between pig and equal in his eyes, same array as there is between magnolia and kudzu.

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[ Raina lets out a breath she didn't realize she was holding. Useful, Will says. But what happens when the usefulness runs out? As the floral analogy once again came rearing its head, though, Raina smiles a little -- although its unseen. ]

Thank you.

[ It's soft and appreciative. Will can't ease Raina's fears and doubts completely, but this is at least better than being left to wonder and worry. ]

I was...

[ She trails off, tentative. Should she tell Will? Will who terminated his therapy sessions with Chilton, whose mind, Chilton claimed was poisoned by Crane. Was Will simply looking for a replacement Hannibal? From the way he talked, it seemed as though a hole was missing out of his life -- the cannibal had eaten away at Will far deeper than simply eating his flesh, perhaps leaving Will to find something to fill it.

But then again, it was fairly obvious that something had attacked Raina's mind. And that something wasn't simply some mental ailment or premonition gone wrong. ]

This was an attack. A deliberate attack on me, Will. I believe Frederick to be the central piece and those surrounding him will become targets as well. So please, exercise caution. For both yourself and those close to you.

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[He's silent, completely, though Raina's bound to pick up a dog barking in the distance. Not a warning or fear, just general dog barking. Life goes on.

Chilton had given him the go ahead to discuss with April, if Will was deemed important enough to discuss elsewhere, he imagined Raina already knew. So any mention of how Will worked with law enforcement, she could give him a name, she could snap her fingers and point him in the right direction and he could make a few calls, Will would put his nose to the dirt, she just had to say the words...wouldn't be difficult. And considering it feels like this won't be going anywhere else in the first place, all the more inviting. Because either she'll say no for lies or unspoken reasons, or it'll seem important enough to report back. Perhaps Raina feels little guilt over having a conversation behind her significant other's back (and really, Will wouldn't have any guilt about this sort of thing himself), but if he even starts hinting that he might be moving against Chilton, sincerely, playing his own game within a bigger game...spurring on fears and doubts instead of easing them, how would she handle that?

But there are just certain things that aren't to be done to people who clearly have had their mind recently scrambled. Will never appreciated it being done to him, and Raina isn't standing in his way here. There's no reason to do it or even think about it other than curiosity and having had a cannibal eat away at him. Which he's thinking of more than just the conversation. If Crane made Chilton see Hannibal, is it possible that Crane somehow made Raina see this vision of Hannibal, too? Did Crane get them both? Could he make it so Will also saw Hannibal? It's been so long since he's seen Hannibal in anything but dream or hallucination...]

You're welcome, and thank you for the warning. [Honestly a nice change of pace from people surrounding Will being targets, this is sort of refreshing.] If you have any other questions about Doctor Lecter or Baltimore that Frederick isn't forthcoming with, you're free to ask. Hell, anything I can personally help with, let me know, too. And hopefully you do more than recover from this attack.

[Not strike back, nah. Grow. The aim of all things that live and move through good and bad.]