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infomodder) wrote2016-04-14 08:35 pm
infomodder) wrote2016-04-14 08:35 pm
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IC contact [Mask or Menace]
"Gone fishing."
[ so don't leave messages to ruin the after fishing glow !!!
your one stop shop for not leaving him alone ]
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Doing all right. [He wipes his hands on the nearest towel, assumes that she's probably washing them nightly (or more frequently than regular) due to the issue going around, and doesn't think much else on it. Just like he doesn't think much on whether or not that other apron has been left out for a reason, simply plucks it up, smiles again at the words across it, and tosses it over his neck with the ease of someone who's experience with sous chef work didn't involve knowingly cooking the meat of other human beings. Like cooking and baking is not at all a sore spot for him in any way.] Can't say I've gotten married recently, though.
[It doesn't take him long to tie the knot behind his back, shuffling over as he does so. But with the removal of her jewelry, he has been denied the obligatory reach-for-the-hand-to-inspect-the-goods, so he awkwardly goes for the shoulder-hug. Awkwardly meaning that comfortable sort of Will Graham awkward, of course.]
Congratulations.
[Will you smell like happy dog.]
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Thank you. Sorry you missed it, but we actually used those tickets you gave us for after the wedding. John enjoyed himself more than he let on.
[ Will and April should be getting some thank you gifts for that soon! Aren't the Watsons nice. Aren't they pleasant. ]
But now there's plague and we all might die in a week's time. So there is that.
[ Pleasantly sarcastic, while pointing at the counter with one hand and the kitchen table with the other. Look at her little stations! ]
What's your fancy, batter or frosting?
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That hand on his back doesn't feel like comfort or apology; it feels like welcome, and Will Graham is quite starved for that sort of thing. Opening arms, almost loving, aren't what he's very used to. Back home, at any rate. Here is somewhat different, but he's still adjusting to actually finding it normal coming from anyone who is not April Ludgate. Let him enjoy it, all right? He's just going to revel in it for a second before he pulls away, that dumb smile on his face is only growing, and not even mass death thanks to plague can completely wipe it off his face.]
I'd probably do better with frosting. [He...may have issues with batter...and frosting might require more manly man strength if she doesn't have a beater. He can be more helpful, with his inherent masculine power. Definitely. Boys rule!] And glad to hear the tickets got used. That aquarium's the best one I've seen in the area, bar none.
[Guess who did some asking around about how the animals were treated, and the first guesses that are not Will Graham don't count.]
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[ Such a smile should shred at her heart and cause her now to hang her head in shame. But no, she grins and taps playfully at his chin before turning towards the table, because friend. The frosting is indeed the easy option this time. It's technically two parts, but since the white chocolate ganache needs to be handled at the stove, Mary might as well take that on (surprise it's not just orange).
There are index cards set up with the whole recipe on it if he's curious beyond his special area. ]
This is simple enough. You just need to zest a couple of oranges, then beat the zest with the cream cheese and butter until it fluffs. Might be a few minutes. They've already softened, but if the frosting is too thick, add a tablespoon or so of orange juice. Just not too much. The icing sugar should be sifted in, and I'd go by taste since these are for you and April.
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What, you don't want even one? [His first stop is taking to those oranges with all the zest in the world. This is the where the manly physical prowess comes into play, she definitely needed him to stop by. So difficult for tiny lady fingers. Heh. TiraMarysu.] April and I might be able to pack away a good deal of food, but that doesn't mean we can't share.
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[ They're very much recipe-related, with handwriting that's tiny and neat but has flourishes sneaking from the t's and y's. At the bottom of the last card, the last step is "Serve to nearest and dearest." This is at the bottom of all her recipes, bee-tee-dubs.
Her part is so easy, and it's like clockwork to her. That doesn't mean she does it monotonously, though, the occasional shift or gesture almost seeming to go along with a tune in her head as she turns to her station. Sour cream, you are going to make this thing even more wonderful, come here. ]
You could take them in to work. If anybody's willing to eat strange food right now... But I'll need to be sure they taste all right, so we can split one in good faith before you go.
[ In good faith of so very much. These cupcakes will have layers, Donkey. ]
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Mary seems to enjoy this, which means that even if Will couldn't get behind a baking or cooking session, that makes it easier on him. All he has to do is tune into her, draw and feed off the way she treats it like enjoyable ragtime clockwork, and it's almost natural for him to do the same. Now they just need the utensils to dance and the plates to sing and it'll be complete.]
As long as you don't judge my taste. [His taste, not April's. He's using minimal orange in this orange cream, if only because too much citric acid tends to aggravate his stomach. Citrus, as far as Will knows, does not count as a poison, so this whole new immunity will do all of diddly squat to prevent any later pain, unless he literally eats so much he could drown in fucking orange juice.] Oranges, lime, lemons, tomatoes, all still make my stomach act up. They'll probably be more orange-ish cream to prevent complications. So if moderation is something you have faith in, sure, let's split one.
[And make out at the same time. True love's kiss.]
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Hopefully it needn't be restricted too terribly, unless white chocolate also troubles your stomach.
[ The cups of heavy cream and white chocolate drops are ignored for now, but that can be readied when it's time for the cupcakes to cool, and it will only take a few minutes on the double boiler. Maybe her job is the easy one, look how that just worked out. This is a very simple recipe all around, though, as Mary hadn't felt like making this the focus. Too many details and the meaning is lost. ]
You said you don't think this whole plague thing will bother you now. How did you mean? Did something happen with the Porter?
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The powers that be saw it fit to change what I've had ever since I got here the first time. [Will is really good at beating, go figure.] I made myself a batch of highly lethal pancakes and downed them with a glass of milk and strychnine. Never had a fruitier bunch of pancakes. Went through about an hour of stomach cramps, sweating, nausea. But, as you can see, I'm standing on both feet, too.
[He avoids the quite healthy part, refuses to go there after what he's just said. It could be argued that his methods are the opposite of healthy, and purporting that they are normal, or right, or healthy shows a startling lack of clarity, self-awareness, and general mental well-being. So he removes that entirely. And he's already told Chilton his new skill, why wouldn't he pass that along to Mary? She's a friend. She can be trusted.
She better believe that Will finds her trustworthy, Goddamnit.]
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Those methods are anything but healthy, but except for a startled and quizzical scoff over one shoulder, Mary doesn't have too much to say about downing rat poison as a way to test new abilities. It sounds like something Sherlock might attempt when curious and bored, but the lot of them are rather reckless in regards to their own safety. Doesn't mean she can't act worried, even if it's with a smirk. ]
Thank God. Could have at least given John an alert in case it didn't go as well as that.
[ The poor doctor won't ever stand a chance in helping such an imprudent patient. At least if Will's survived being gutted and poisoned, a nurse's cupcakes won't be his undoing. ]
Seems such apt timing to have immunity, hard to believe it's a coincidence. Perhaps you lucked out.
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For once.Finding anybody trustworthy is a fool's errand, Will Graham. All she needs to do is change into him since their hug to learn all about his new power(s), but the question was out of courtesy. No more fixing cups, is it? Can he still breathe underwater? ]John's power helps him gain immunity as well. I might not stand a chance!
[ Lord and what is she doing? Wasting time with cupcakes and honesty. Will's puppy face could be the last one she sees before being taken by plague, what a thought. ]
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Wouldn't he tell me not to do it, though? [And there it is: Will likes to make his own choices without giving others the options to say don't do that, no, bad, down, stop, I will put you in a cell if you don't cut that out this instance. He obviously trusts in Mary's knowledge of John, if this isn't the case. As much as he trusts Mary herself, or seems to, the Goddamn fool. What's wrong with it, really? She said she stood beside Abigail and him, and he'd seen what she could apparently do with a gun. That's the sort of person he needed.] Defeats the whole point of the experiment if I don't go through with it.
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Which is why I won't be offering him that morsel of news. For your sake.
[ Her tone is affably mocking, but her expression is less jovial as she stays turned away and sets up the paper cups to fill. What else will Mary do for Will's sake? There's no melodious segue, no proper time, no cue to change the topic to what she must. She's procrastinating the same way she has since January, but can she be blamed for that? Hiding is her most natural state, even if she never wanted it to be. Necessity has bred her; it doesn't nurture her. ]
Did I ever mention my imPort abilities to you? I can't recall.
[ She can recall. ]
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Thanks. [Six letters, one word, but chock full of sincerity. It's not an overabundance of gratitude; he injects just the right amount into it. He rattles it off with ease, too, just as easily as he swims along from one conversation to the next. Comfortable, familiar.] You haven't, actually, but not everybody's always open about theirs. Some of them can be very personal. Why, something happen with yours?
[You know, like that cup repair is personal. He has no clue in his head what's coming, it's obvious. He's even thinking he might be of some help here, that her powers aren't behaving properly.
It's so obvious he's a blind man when he picks up the slice of orange that he'd taken to zest and rips out the meat of it with his teeth like he might do in his own kitchen after he asks, eyes turning towards her, a particularly rowdy section of curls falling over his forehead with the force.
What? He touched this orange. He can't expect anyone else to eat it after that!
Oh, Will. Remarkably bright boy, when he doesn't have a reason to empathize with the dullest, dimmest bulb in the entire city. When he doesn't actually like having scales over his eyes. How could Mary's darkness hurt him when he was so willing to hang out in her shade and make no fuss about it? Had he not been a remarkably good boy?]
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With it? Well, it's been a...learning experience, but you don't need to worry about me.
[ No, no, don't waste any tears for this one. She refrains from speaking further, but only while finishing up the cupcake pans. There's one knock against the counter's edge with her right hand before she slides them in, then two with her left once she closes the door (like a lucky habit). ]
You might be able to shed some light on a certain dilemma I've had regarding it. ...But first, is that ready to be chilled? Does it need egg whites?
[ And can she sneak some of it, too??? Yes? Thanks! I mean he's snogging with an orange. ]
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He watches that lucky habit, corner of his mouth twitching upward in a brief smile. It's homey, cozy, honest, and he likes it. He likes being close enough to people that they'll show themselves in private moments like these without thinking that he might judge them...just as he likes it when people are confident enough in who they are that they don't care about being judged and act just the same. This is perhaps the latter, but he'll take the former. For now.]
It's ready. [Of course she can sneak some of it! Will's lucky he didn't stick that entire slice in his mouth, otherwise he'd have one of those tiny orange smiles on his face. But he has, so he keeps his mouth shut to avoid showing off any bits of citric meat, and hands it over. Look at him, Mary, he was quick, he did it all neatly. A man who's efficient in the kitchen, will wonders never cease!] What's the dilemma?
[Break his heart, Mary. This teacup has been shattered in worse ways. You know. You saw.
He'll forgive.]
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You see, it's the sort of ability that works best when it isn't well known.
[ Even if her voice starts out light, there's a somber weight added with each word as she continues. At first she flutters, wiping off a spot on the table here, shifting a chair there (conveniently just beside Will), but her movements gradually slow. A care that's taken with each step and gesture, as if to guide the words along. That much is something she's used to, but what she's working up to is not. There are reasons she must come clean, but she understands the risks involved. Not just of upsetting Will, but of opening the door to poor questions or deductions. But as discussed with Sherlock, it could be worse if he comes to worse conclusions at a later date (if there is much that can be worse than her). She's broaching an honesty that she never afforded John...not even once married, at least in London.
But everything is different now, the threats are different, and yet she is the same. What to do with that? This might not be what she should do with it, but they could all die tomorrow. Why not? ]
And yet, in this case, I feel that it doesn't suit me best to keep absolutely everybody blind.
[ Will's been blinded quite enough in his life, hasn't he? Mistreated, lied to, and tarnished. But so had John, and that hadn't spurned her to willingly give him the truth, and that isn't the reason she allows a peek behind the curtain now. Honesty isn't kind, because she can't see how it can afford to be. Right now, all it can be is necessary for it to prove any worth. That pragmatic application is more apparent in her now businesslike voice as she murmurs, nonchalantly wiping her hands off on a dish towel while leaning against the knife drawer. ]
I like you, Will. I've always liked you. I don't have many friends here, but I do consider you a friend. You see things in people that others can't, things that would make others turn away. Will you promise not to turn away?
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He also notices that chair so subtly put beside him, how helpful! And after Mary's put everything in its place, Will quietly resigns himself to sit in response to her question. That dog can sit pretty and silently and ignored, but that does not mean he's incapable of going from 0 to 200 in record timing. Does Mary know that? Does Mary realize that Will has it in him, some would say? Does she see that in the wrong ways, like others had? Here and now, there is no danger, to her, is there? He's just a shaggy fellow sitting in her kitchen, legs spread as though he's comfortable and relaxed, hands limp in his lap, wearing a ridiculous apron. What is there to worry over?
He looks her straight on, even. She will bear witness to the fact that Will is soon to no longer be blind. She will watch it happen. She will see how he reacts, and he will see if she finds satisfaction in it. Running from problems has never worked out for him. He can't turn away now. That would be discourteous to Mary.]
I'm not going anywhere.
[There is a heart in him, somewhere, buried under the emotions and motivations of others, the worst of society. Buried under an avalanche of guilt, and loss, and grief, and regret. If Mary can find it, it is hers to skewer, or roast, or massage new life into.]
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It seems to creep from her clothes, her skin, her hair; a mist that's barely visible if not for the shadows that flicker underneath and stretch across her figure, as if she alone had just stepped beneath a storm cloud. It's a deflection, a mirage to obscure and muddle until a new form clears one's vision, and Freddie Lounds sets aside the dish towel like she was the one holding it all along, her gaze on him calm and worn. The fog's lifted to reveal a vulture intruding in the luminous kitchen, but with air already scented of citrus, vanilla and aftershave, the memory of apples shouldn't seem so out of place.
But while she bears witness, there is no sense of superiority about it. To deceive in such a way doesn't ignite pride, because that isn't why she had done it, and she gains no perverse joy from wounding friends who have only helped her. Mary (who?) doesn't cower, though. She doesn't hang her head, because there's also no shame. What she feels is a sorrow for circumstance gone wrong, a guilt built on an unbalanced exchange drawn out for too long, but that is something that is necessary for all of her relationships. Maybe it doesn't need to be. Maybe this will prove why it does. Hasn't lying always been sweeter, for all parties? ]
Do you still feel that way?
[ Does he want to go far, far away now? Or does he want to come right at her? Her placement is no coincidence, but she keeps both her hands folded in front of her as if nothing but a polite lady. Mary presents this dark actuality with little context just yet, and expectation of every possibility before she explains further. She wishes to allow him a moment to breathe, or perhaps she's curious what other conclusions he might come to. Better to do so to her face than to others. It says nothing of wrong or right ways, because she knows all are capable of both, and he has shown capable in some already. Is he as fragile as Chilton warned? Is he as fierce as Chilton suggested? ]
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But he sees possibility, too. He looks at this broken house with regret and confusion, and wonders one thing that he can't bring himself to say: Can you be Abigail, too? No storm could stop him from doing what it took to save her, if only he could see the storm before it came and rendered him useless. No, no, he can't do that. Mary must feel strange enough about the entire situation, no need to have Will Graham literally breaking down in her kitchen.
She isn't Hannibal Lecter, after all. He can tell that. No shame? That's one thing. No smug smirk to show that's he bested him? He can remain a good boy, in this case.]
What's bluebird?
[Honesty is rare, and honesty deserves to be rewarded. He has other questions, it's true. But Mary's been honest in a way that he finds worthy, and Will can only think of one little detail (which is where the devil has been residing, as per usual) that he has kept hidden. He does not ask as an attempt to snare, to smear, to judge. He sits quiet and furiously trying to piece this all back into something that makes sense, and his only thought is that if he expects further explanation about this whole taking on the skin of Freddie Lounds?
He owes Mary the courtesy of returning her truthfulness, without barb or venom. This is not a snake biting. This is a bewildered (perhaps somewhat bewitched; he can't stop staring at those red curls) man fighting for clarity and showing a willingness to give as much as he might take.]
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Her own realization doesn't result in collapsed walls, but the forging of more. Absolutely everything changes in how she appraises him, in ways that only the sharp can spot. If her posture had been particular before, that was merely a courtesy. She is poised, and her process is considering entirely new outcomes in this entanglement. Will, why did you have to ask that? She resists the urge to grip the counter, not for support, but to be that much closer to the drawer. No need to be so dramatic here. The threats are not the same, are they?
She can remember another time when they sat in a kitchen and asked if apologies were necessary. He had said no, but there had been more he hasn't said. How much more? She hadn't thought this. What does he know beyond this word? Is he asking out of sincere curiosity, or is he testing how much more she'll lie? No apologies needed. ]
How?
[ The fair in January? Freddie? Someone else? Does it matter? Yes it does. Nobody else here should recognize that code in relation to her. Not John Watson, not Sherlock Holmes, not Will Graham. ]
It's— [ She's flustered, and that isn't a comfortable feeling, every nerve prickling beneath her skin, urging her to strike out in defense. Fond regard keeps it from becoming more than an urge. ] It's nothing to do with me anymore.
I didn't kill her. I never hurt her. This was a means.
[ He must know that like Chilton knew it, but mentioning bluebird has made her throat dry and her heart race. Otherwise, there's no unnecessary movement; no hitch to her breath or darting glances. Responding without really answering, did she hope to be better than that? Does he hope her to be? ]
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He hadn't been quite as prepared for Hannibal, but that didn't mean he could not learn. The whole situation with Yuri Petrov made horrifying sense at the worst possible moment. With the advantage of being Mary, mind, body, and soul, he had been able to gather himself a little better. He listened to her more carefully. He strung her words together. He kept them all locked away in his own mind vault. He hoped that it would never come to anything this extreme, but now that it has? He's prepared.
Maybe.]
I know it wasn't you; what information they could get from Freddie's body about time of death matched with a shift you worked at the children's ward you told me about over the phone a few days later. Some little boy made you a picture out of his yogurt lids. [BOOM. To be fair, Will hadn't checked into it in an overly investigatory way. There was no snooping. He pays attention to their small talk, that's all. But here, he is extending some faith. He hasn't talked to her coworkers or boss. He didn't think he needed to. He still doesn't.] You saw how I worked at that fair. I saw how you worked, too, once upon a time.
[Tumbling and struggling man that he is, revealing truths that might seem insidious, Will brings his hands up to run over his face. He is a shattered sort, who comes together for brief periods of utter clarity, who falls apart and rebuilds. Rebuild, rebuild, rebuild. One day, his sand will be more rock, because he will stop keeping a shoal of the sorts who work so well to scatter. He has April, and had Abigail and Freddie, he has Grey, and Annie, and Sasha. John. Clark. Ken. He has support. His sand is not the worst it could be, he is no longer isolated and codependent on Hannibal Lecter. He is capable of hiding his face, he is capable of losing sight of her, he is comfortable enough in his own abilities to be both wonderful and terrifying that he has confidence to do that much.
And confidence to speak through his fingers as they pull over his lips, Will staring off at the kitchen sink.]
I apologize for lying, but it felt like. Poor timing, to drop that on you.
[Will might not be good, but he is not vile. He thinks, to himself, that if he can say those words and truly mean them, when the time comes...he will tell Hannibal Lecter that he forgives him. And it might be just as genuine and raw as what he says to Mary in her Freddie suit. Might have just as much agenda behind it, too, but he has no desire to hunt Mary to the corners of the Earth and bring her to justice. To take her freedom.
Mary has thrown a drowning man an anchor, weighted and sinking. Will is doing his best to grab onto those chains and climb up, turn chains from that which brings down to that which promises mercy. If there is no one to save his life, he will save himself. He's done it before, spits the water filling his lungs out and endures.
Will Mary endure with him? She said she stood by his side once. He sits in her kitchen, personal and open, and makes no move to leave. He will stand beside her, if she wants. For what good he may be. Perhaps that depends on the outcome of these cupcakes, hmm? Reserve judgment until she gets a proper taste of what he can do.]
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Did this motherfucker just apologize for keeping something from her? You piece ofThe image of Freddie serves no purpose save for offering up a tainted nostalgia to him, and so the shadows flicker to life again, the wisps of smoke settling across her and obscuring like a gaussian blur before Mary Watson once again comes into focus, ridiculous apron and all. And all, she is still poised as if readied to finish the job Hannibal Lecter started if Will says just the wrong thing. Instead what does he say, and without insincerity by her lie detecting skills? ]
Seriously? That's what you say to me? You're apologizing.
[ The incredulous disbelief almost shakes the deadpan application that ought to be her default when presented with a man who just admitted to understanding at least one very dangerous thing she's not only capable of, but done in a professional capacity. All of a sudden she's in a room just like the one Sherlock Holmes revealed to her in his mind palace, and she's presented with another choice. Is she going to make the same mistake, when she's already reasoned why that would be a fool's errand?
Her expression doesn't change, sharp and distant, but slowly she moves from the counter and drawer. Not that she couldn't turn most things to weapons, but why? History (and future) had done nothing but burn the soles of her feet, why should she repeat it? So far, so far, living in the moment whilst here had only elevated her. She wants nothing to knock her down, least of all her own weak fear. John would make such a face (he will anyway). ]
Have you told anyone? April? Frederick?
[ Is it a threat, or just a question? It's presented with an amazing neutrality, but she has to ask and there's a very specific desperation behind it, even as she moves away from the most obvious weaponry. This is dangerous, this is very dangerous, because at any moment she can change her mind, and so can he. ]
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On the table like any other pig. Hopefully not the case if he ever goes home (if he has anything to go home to that is not a bodybag).]
Kate Bishop. [He is too weary for this, pinches the bridge of his nose and closes his eyes, elbow on one knee and head hung.] She has a different circle, and we were talking. I asked if she knew anyone who could take on other bodies, and told her about Freddie being in the shop.
[He doesn't apologize.
It's in his voice, though, just a hint of it, like that hint of orange he'd worked to make the right amount. If he had known beforehand what Mary could do, if he had been told, he wouldn't have passed it along! He can keep secrets. He can behave. He can be a good boy, when he's been treated. Being treated involves being given information so he can work with it to the best of his ability. He worked with what he had, at the time, and now he's slightly aggravated that he, Will Graham, essentially ran his mouth. Note to self: serve to nearest and dearest, and just don't speak anymore.]
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Ah, so that's why. Miss Bishop approached me and told me to take care. Warned of the dangerous folk that lurk around Freddie Lounds.
[ Dare Mary look amused at such a warning? She would, but she has the shame to subdue it with a sigh. ]
I haven't walked in her shoes since... Not for the danger, but after a certain point it's merely crude.
[ Not that it wasn't crude before, but not merely. It had been with a purpose, even if that could seem meaningless to everyone else. Perhaps everyone else has a name to call their own. ]
...I am sorry if I hurt you during this process. I don't know if it helps any to know that I wasn't exactly successful in my original endeavor. But it's...important that you tell nobody, Will. The decision is yours. [ As are the consequences. ] There is a reason I'm this way, and there is a reason others shouldn't know.
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By nobody you really mean nobody, don't you. [She wants him to keep this from Frederick, is what he's assuming. After their whole discussion in therapy, after Will thought they could use a more open and direct line of communication, something like this would go down. Shit.] Who already knows?
[No mention of being hurt. This is not the worst pain to have dropped on him in the kitchen, evidence of that rests beneath a dumb apron. He's keenly aware of it, and Mary isn't unaware of it, either. He'll rebuild just fine, perhaps with a better understanding of Mary, and be stronger for it.
And then he'll go home and get very wasted with April. After cupcakes.
They're still going to have cupcakes, right?]
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