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[The last thing he needs is to start drawing up comparisons between Alana Bloom and Frederick Chilton, but that makes it difficult.

The last thing he needs is to share the comparison, then. Or say the stray analogy is bad, he knows Frederick can take a shower all by himself, Will sat around and listened as he made sure all the hot water in a ten mile radius disappeared for a solid week.]

I have to study the differences between law here and back home, and I have testing to take. You've been around longer than I have and been involved in ways I made concerted efforts to avoid. This has the potential to be extremely beneficial for me. [And this is one house where dietary restrictions are definitely respected. Need a snack with no animal proteins? Want milk without dairy? Not a burden. It's normal.] Provided you're willing to pass along what you know, of course.

You're asking me for help.

[Had this been a face to face exchange, Chilton would have piqued the me with tongued skepticism. But it played right with Chilton, it played just as Will anticipated that it would; Chilton couldn't help bu preen behind the glowing screen on his device.]

A few days. I don't have any sessions this upcoming weekend. Would that suffice? Or are you yearning to start her investigation sooner?

[He almost didn't want too. It was almost gruesome, to think about how Freddie was mangled as the life drained from her.]

[Score team Graham. He can bring up Kanaya later on, this is going too well for him to risk seeming like he's been biding his time to upset the apple cart, that he's been luring him into a false sense of security.]

This weekend is good. [He includes the address, and then:] I'd suggest very casual wear.

[Because no matter how much vacuuming and dusting and whatnot goes on, the raccoons run this house. There will be fur. Someone please help Frederick Chilton's pants.]

All right.

[Access to that address is particularly pleasing. Chilton'll save it in a few places.]

Do we have a shortlist of suspects? Or a long list, in Freddie's case.

It gets trimmed every hour or so. [The past few days have seen the coffee maker being used much more than usual, go figure.] I had thought it best not to make any announcements about this considering how long the list was at first. Did anyone come to mind as soon as you heard the news?

Those who have shown public and aggressive disdain towards Freddie are the self-proclaimed heroic types. Billy Kaplan and his acquaintances.

Your patient? The Billy Kaplan who contacted me, concerned, when you told him I mentioned giving you sodium amytal. [Were they pretending it never happened? Whoopsie daisy, but Will is not about to play Battle Royale with former/current patients, once is more than enough.] Why him and his out of everyone?

Excuse me?

He came to you because of that? Why? Because of [my situation with a temporary if literal and delusional god complex] extraneous events?

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[After a few minutes' delay, Will sends the conversation with Billy and nothing else. He's typed it up exactly as it happened, not a period or comma lost in translation, using K and G to represent Billy and himself instead of full names or initials.]

That's all of it.

[It was highly embarrassing. Chilton took a few minutes to soak in the conversation, the potential implications -- and then a few more minutes with his hand over the bridge of his nose.]

It was highly inappropriate of him to contact you.

[Not to say that he wasn't grateful; Will's intention was not forgotten.]

[Something about how it was an abnormal situation and an abnormal reaction to an abnormal situation is normal buzzes at the back of his mind, that Billy might not have been "inappropriate" if not for what was going on, but like hell if he'll put it out there. That little nugget of "wisdom" come straight from Hannibal Lecter, who he doesn't quite enjoy thinking about in the first place, and Chilton has had enough exposure to Hannibal Lecter that Will risks him picking up on just where he got it from. Better to push it all aside, just like he would have done with certain memories if Freddie and Will had gotten back to Heropa on time and that serum actually got used.]

I'll tell him that if he ever asks me about you again. [Right from the horse's mouth, badum tish.] You still want to point in his direction?

Good.

[What more could be said? Chilton brusquely wanted to avoid any reference that alluded to his loss of control, to his more vulnerable moments. He wanted that buried -- this "inappropriate" action (debatable as it was) included.

Maybe another time, he would bring up this chemical solution of Will's. Maybe when he needed guilt fuel.]

I would be surprised if Billy and company were homicidal, but they're the ones I know to have exhibited conscious scorn. That Edgeworth fellow among them.

What about her gentleman caller?

[He'll tell Billy that much, too. As Chilton has already accurately noted, he keeps his word. Or, at least, truly believes as much. He'll feed Billy what he's just said he would, no doubt about it—but that doesn't mean he'll shut down another conversation about Frederick Chilton entirely, depending on the context of it.

Keeping his word! Totally not giving more to that guilt fuel if Chilton ever finds out, if it ever happens. Nah.]

Saul's gone missing. Haven't been able to get a hold of him. Suppose I won't know for certain until I swing by the house. [Which is harder than usual because there is a fucking dinosaur around. Break into Hannibal's house, no big deal. A dinosaur? Jesus Christ, why?] I don't think that Edgeworth fellow had anything to do with it, either. I've only told him, Clark Kent, and April. Have you passed the news onto anyone else? Do you think we should inform the community at large about this?

[Will has waffled on it, can now throw out some crap that it might hinder an investigation (as Freddie might have wanted it to do). Really, it boils down to not wanting to see the reactions to Freddie Lounds' murder. Not again, even if none of them are coming from Hannibal Lecter. But Will isn't the only one involved in this, isn't the only one who knows (knew?) her, and that question isn't a rhetorical one. He wants an answer, suggestions. It's not polite; it's sincere.]

I really haven't been advertising her absence, no. If she was indeed murdered, if this wasn't some horrific and mangling accident, then I most definitely do not want to alert the killer that I'm interested in her disappearance.

[Chilton could easily see motivation for imPort murderers, or governmental agents. Either likely had access to the Network -- maybe.]

Edgeworth and Saul, both dead ends. [Pun intended. Though perhaps a tasteless pun, given that maybe Saul was murdered, too. Maybe the killer was taking his time with THAT body.] Typical of the lawyer profession.

[When Will hits that pun, he ignores anything like feeling grateful for the conditioning that went on at Hannibal Lecter's dinner table. He can now eat and drink without any difficulty no matter what words get tossed around. Such a sad state of affairs. How many had Chilton been privy to? The jokes that only made sense, horrifyingly so, until far too late?]

I'm sure she'd understand that sentiment. [Freddie Lounds' approval when it comes to life decisions, whether or not she's even in the same universe, clearly matter.] If you get wind of something other than a dead end, I want to know. I'll do the same for you. We'll keep it away from anywhere too public or easy to find. How does that sound to you?

[Because Baltimore works best when they're working in the shadows anyway.

.....................sometimes...............]

Sounds appropriate. [Chilton didn't spare the moment to consider how bad habits might conspire against them; he was much too keen on those shadows.] I'll be keeping a low profile for some time, anyway.

Gideon is still missing. [Halfway coded, just in case someone WAS watching their phones.] All the more reason to keep it between us.

[Almost like a blood pact.]

[Plenty of blood to go around...]

Then we're in agreement. See you this weekend.

[And then, perhaps, a week later, he'll see him when Will realizes that Abigail is not coming back and promptly storms to her old house to take everything she had ever touched. When he grabs up pictures and books and cards and presents and her pillowcase and sheets in a grief-stricken frenzy, ignoring the words Packing up all that's yours as he packs up all that's hers. That's not unhealthy at all, nope.]

[Oh my god, Abigail, nooo. On pi day, why, why!!

Chilton would have assumed she was just lollygagging like a teenager somewhere, he doesn't even know. Do you want to action this out?]

[Yes please.

Chilton's not wrong to assume that Abigail is lollygagging like a teenager somewhere, and Will wouldn't ever be able to hold that idea against him. Will has the vibrant memory, however, of Abigail telling him she wouldn't run off without letting him know. Of course, that much had been specific to Minnesota, but he felt like the underlying message was that she wouldn't just vanish anywhere. She'd told him before she ran off to Minnesota the first time, after all.

Abigail left and returned once, he reminds himself as soon as he realizes she's not around, which is almost immediately. He keeps April's three month rule in mind. It's possible Abigail can make another appearance from beyond the grave, as whole as she'll ever be, except in dreams, gets kept in mind as well. But what if she returns from moments after, like she had in the first place? What if she finds herself stumbling into a hospital again, what if that repeats? Can the Porter do that, that level of absolute cruelty? Abigail will need somewhere safe and sound after the hospital, if that's the case. There is no more Freddie Lounds for her to rely on. There is no more Abel Gideon, who reminds her of herself. There's just him and, as Abigail had ended up referring to him, Dr. Chilton. When he first sets off for her house, he doesn't take the time into consideration. It's later in the evening, Tuesday, Will looking like he just rolled out of bed. Box under his arm, he's just going to get the essentials. Her pillow. The rest of her clothes. Everything that related to the cat. When she reappears, he'll have all her stuff set up in the guest room. It'll be her room until she feels comfortable moving out.

That was, at least, his intention. Shortly after he starts picking out the basics, spending his time ignoring that framed picture of Abigail and him in the shop, all smiles the likes they'd never been able to afford in Baltimore, intentions get thrown out the window. He pulls out whatever boxes and bags she's stored in her closet and starts to pack up everything. Prison cell tosses are rarely this thorough. Which means that, whether or not Will realizes it, he's no longer being quiet, easy to miss. Anyone nearby could hear what sounded like someone in serious moving mode making a bit of racket in Abigail's room. Abigail's room, which he didn't think to lock when he walked in. Abigail's room, which isn't too far from a certain doctor's. He's solely focused on getting all things Abigail Hobbs packed away and that much would show to anyone who cracked said unlocked door open for a peek because Will?

Won't even hear it, he's so wrapped up in the task at hand. Has to be. If he stops what he's doing and pays attention to one thing, specifically, over another (the gifts she got from friends, from him, the note where he finally told her he loved her), he risks losing all momentum and being found in a much worse state than "frantically tearing up Abigail Hobbs' room."]

[To Chilton, the movement sounded frantic. More than rustling, more than the casual coming of footsteps, there was some urgency in the sound of Will Graham's motion. It was like inertia enacted in human flesh; at first, Chilton tried to ignore it. He wasn't in the mood to humor company, no matter how distracting.

A minute ticked by.

It was coming from Abigail's room. Chilton had often criticized what he termed as the girl's harem, her endless sequence of male companions -- romantic or otherwise. But this noise was surely not theirs; they were sneaks who fileted with Chilton's wine collection.

Two minutes. Chilton poked out his head, glancing in the direction. He ought to be continuing he low profile, he should be considering his conversation with Power Girl. This wasn't his engagement.

Two minutes and a half.]

What are you doing?

[Asked Doctor Chilton, when he peered into Abigail's forlorn room. He shouldn't have been surprised to see Will.]

[Chilton may notice that the shirt of Abigail's Will has in hand gets turned inside out before he makes a half-assed fold with it and gently tosses it on the pile of others in a bag, all done the same. He's not just packing up her things, but her as well, trapping scent and shed hair in all that she's touched. Chilton's voice, however unexpected, does nothing to deter the specific way he goes about it, though there is a moment where Will makes it obvious he's been startled, screws up the fold of one sleeve, has to redo it. He might be "cool" under some sorts of pressure, but here and now, Will's not able to hide how much he's the opposite of cool. And, perhaps, what could be take as obsessive and possessive over the poor Hobbs girl, to extremes that could easily be argued as not good.]

Abigail's missing. [He manages to say it as though they're discussing something as mundane as the weather, but the fervency of the situation is impossible to miss, almost pouring off of him. Quite literally, even, beads of sweat gathered around his hairline.] I'm taking all her stuff to my place for when she comes back. She likes it there. It'll—it'll be good to have all her things in. One room. Not two.

[Her things including all within this room other than the room itself, apparently. He's clearly going to strip it to the bare essentials, nothing Abigail left behind. And that picture of Will and Abigail is still untouched, more noticeable when Will's already removed everything else around it and it sits there, staring out, portrait of a life that neither of them would ever know elsewhere. Despite how busy Will is, physically speaking, it's also quite noticeable that he's purposefully avoided so much as a glance in Chilton's direction. He's not about to give him any bodily cues that welcome an analysis of the scene in front of him, just like he's not about to shut the door in his face or give any cues that scream Chilton needs to get the hell out of Dodge. Back in Wolf Trap, he might have. Here? Not so much. This is Baltimore business, after all, and they're currently down to two.]

[Missing. It resonates with Chilton in a manner he previously thought he was immune to; not because the psychiatrist felt any personal connection to Abigail Hobbs (beyond considering her to be troublesome, sometimes delightful, and a lens into Will), but rather because of what that countdown entailed. First Alana, Abel, then Freddie, now Abigail.

No, no that wasn't quite honest: Hannibal had been here, too. First Hannibal, at the very beginning. Had he done something? Was this all a patient domino effect? Why was this happening to them?]

I -- [Chilton's eyes dart to the piled clothing in that bag. Missing.]

I doubt she would leave you. Intentionally. Which means if she comes back is... Up for debate.

[If.

But Hannibal had come back, hadn't he? Briefly, and in variant forms. What did that mean? Further proof? Will wasn't looking at him, he was running with his feet planted, spinning. This, his worst possible outcome, Chilton could see it consuming Will Graham. He became a tornado, self-perpetuating. Tormented and denied. In denial.

Chilton walked over to the untouched photo, and extended his hand to touch it.]

[Will's already considered that option, has been around long enough to know some of how this place functions. Chilton's not giving him anything new to mull over (or put off mulling over), makes it easier for him to continue on in that spinning, turning socks inside out before putting them in their couples. Saved for last, her scarf already stowed away in the middle where no one could see it without having to do a little digging.

Frederick Chilton invades and Will makes no move to stop him, acknowledges the new presence only in how he might move around him, if he has to. Let him see, give him less to extrapolate. Work in the light for once, and, oh, it's impossible to hide in any shadow when he catches where Chilton's hand is going. The sound of the frame moving away from its surface hits his ears like an out of tune kettledrum, larger and louder than it has any right to be. In fact, Will's almost certain he imagines it, that there was no noise at all except for what plays in his head. What stops him in his tracks, has him staring at Chilton with the last pair of her socks held limply in front of his stomach. He takes in the picture as though he's never seen it and is afraid he'll never see it again if he dares to look away. This isn't the fear of seeing what sort of reaction such a display might pull out of Chilton, what he might analyze this all to mean. This is pure, unbridled horror over the loss of Abigail Hobbs.]

She has nowhere else to go. [Slips out, thick and terrified, because however much Will might hope that help arrives to that house immediately, there are four people with severe injuries waiting on said help, and while Will might argue and scream for them to see to Abigail first, last he remembers...he wasn't able to do even that. Will tries to keep from vocally choking, stumbles despite himself. It's clear that where he might be unable to keep himself from thinking about it, he's kept himself from saying it.] It's only been a few days. She'll be back.

[How many times has the psychiatrist in the room heard the delusional put forth their delusions in an effort to make it true, knowing that's not how it works? Will Graham is adding onto that number without being trapped at the BSHCI.]

None of them have come back yet, Will. Not for any solid length of time.

[His tongue is like a scalpel, slicing into the psychodramatic fog flooding the room. Chilton's thumb rubs over the glass of the frame, over Abigail's head, and rests there to her face. To witness Will Graham in this disarray was delectable. The distress didn't exhibit in his voice or his expression, and the fact that he could dissociate those emotional displays so thoroughly was interesting in itself. But his movement, his frantic saving, his scouring the room -- that was what Chilton breathed in.

And now this denial, so rationally spoken aloud. She'll be back.

Chilton moved to show Will the picture, with his thumb still covering Abigail's head.]

None of this will help you. Materially.

[The psychiatrist's way of a pun, almost a joke -- but at Will's expense? He couldn't bring himself to believe that, not in the wake of Will Graham's invaluable use concerning Gideon. But as grateful as Chilton was for Will's help, he couldn't divorce himself from his own impulses. Here was Will Graham, practically dissected with the coming of grief. Practically loosening the screws, just as Chilton waltzed in.]

Perhaps you should come with me? We can discuss this matter.

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