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ᴀᴘʀɪʟ's ʜᴜsʙᴀɴᴅ ([personal profile] infomodder) wrote2016-04-14 08:35 pm
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"Gone fishing."

[ so don't leave messages to ruin the after fishing glow !!!

your one stop shop for not leaving him alone
]
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hey they serve a nice function in live ones too let's not forget

[personal profile] lyingheart 2014-08-20 04:08 am (UTC)(link)
Nothing important. See you later.

[ "Nothing about your murders, Will. (Potential) Murderers Unite, club 4 liaf." She does mean later, too; it's five hours before Annie ends up stepping over the threshold of the bait shop, looking a little overheated, but calm enough. No sweatstains on her hoodie; she's been avoiding strenuous activity in Florida today. ]

Is Gunther with you?

[ Arrives at store, asks about dog: Annie Leonhart, in How to Make Friends and Alienate People. ]
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ROTFLASLDJK LATER I REFIND THIS FINALLY

[personal profile] lyingheart 2014-09-11 01:25 am (UTC)(link)
[ Not even bothering to mind the fact she comes at the beckoning of Will and his dog; she was there because she wants to give Will a gift that's not very gift-like, to most people. Bringing home spoils of ... what, exactly?

She reached over the counter, patting Gunther's head, enduring the wild happiness of his tongue.
]

I'm fine, thank you.

[ A half assed answer. Annie's attention flicks over to Will, her free hand dropping down to her kangaroo pocket. They're mostly new. Pockets weren't part of her at-home wear, not on her hoodies. She doesn't mind the addition. ]

I have something for you.
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[personal profile] lyingheart 2014-09-11 03:49 pm (UTC)(link)
[ She takes it as a joke, given how ridiculous the mental image is. Annie shakes her head. ]

Something that small still needs regular care. I've seen them that little... with their mothers.

[ Though he's not wrong to believe that should Annie find a too young pup on its own, she'd bring it to Will, hoping Will would be able to handle it better than the shelters, even. What is faith, but not in dogs and baiting?

Her hand is closed around something she keeps hidden in her palm, showing him the top of her hand as she reaches out, hovering her hand over the surface of the counter. Gunther is a consideration she makes, moving her hand after a split second. Her fingers uncurl against the countertop, making for a muffled transfer of object from hand to counter. When she pulls her hand away, there's a motley collection of shark teeth resting on the countertop.

White teeth, but that doesn't mean fresh. Not on its own.
]
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[personal profile] lyingheart 2014-09-13 12:28 am (UTC)(link)
[ Annie's pause before answering is a long one, almost bordering on being irredeemable. She rests against her hands, holding on to the edge of the counter top as she looks down at the teeth, watching them and seeing the indoor room, painted with clouds, but sunrise, midday, and sunset all at once. ]

You could say that.

[ She says in the end. ]

Though I hadn't set out to be fishing in the first place. It seemed like the viable alternative once I was... there.

[ Sasha, holding on to the teen girl who'd been dumped in the water. The lasers cutting through to the surface, scouring the dock, burning Annie, mostly avoided as the sharks didn't breach. It had been a matter of time before those red lights with their burning fire would have cut through the material of the dock.

Fishing with her arm as the bait. Annie personally didn't recommend it.
]
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[personal profile] lyingheart 2014-09-13 11:48 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Titans shed their teeth like sharks, when injured. Annie wonders if she'd ever hit a limit. If her teeth would ever stop growing back, pulled out again and again and again. It's a nightmare thought, lurking back around with concepts of torture relying on physical rather than psychological means. She'd be hard pressed to say which one she'd fear more.

So there's no comment from her while he talks, only blue eyes focusing on his hands, on the magnifying glass, on his teeth when it's his teeth that are brought into the equation. People in the United States have nicer teeth in general. She's noticed that. More cavities, too.
]

They're a gift. You can make of them what you like.

[ Of the gift, or the gift into something else, transforming a collection of teeth forced out of a shark's mouth as it was made to swallow more flesh than it could handle, split open and filleted for its brethren, who'd eaten and eaten and even eaten the decaying flesh of her partial transformation as it faded out of existence.

Teeth that had ended up with all three young women on the battered dock in the painted room within a mountain.

So it goes.
]

Shifter teeth grow back.

[ She says, relatively out of nowhere. ]

Like flesh. Limbs. We don't scar.

[ Not even easily. At all. We don't scar. Stated as the fact it is, nothing attached to it, but a kind of confession that she doesn't touch on often with anyone.

If I cut off your arms and legs, they'll just grow back, won't they? Levi's words, mixed in with screams, with her own scream calling Titans to devour her Titan form. She has to shake her head to rid herself of the sound.
]
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[personal profile] lyingheart 2014-09-15 07:08 pm (UTC)(link)
[ She listens, and she does so completely in the moment - she's heard of seastars, has seen a few clinging to rocks and old docks below and above the waterline the few times she's been down in a marina.

Everyone has scars in places that won't show. Can't show. Psychological and emotional, part of the fabric of being human or sentient enough to feel and care and not all be suffering from anti-people-matter-at-all-I-can't-actually-relate-because-I-don't-have-empathy-pathy. She doesn't end up finding an insult in the star of the ocean; her lips quirk, hinting at amusement that reaches her eyes.
]

Us and the starfish. At least one of us was born that way.

[ Again, no bitterness, but a factual statement. Shifters were made, not born. Much like Titans... exactly like Titans. Except unlike Titans, shifters tired, they needed sustenance when out of shift, and they didn't get inactive at night.

What must it be like to live in the sea? Do creatures of that realm that don't cross between the two ever wonder at the empty fullness of air that presses down on the flexible roof of their world?
]

Mmm, let me know if you end up making anything out of those things.

[ The teeth. A memory. ]

I'd be curious to see it.

[ Art is not her strong point. It's not any point at all. ]
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[personal profile] lyingheart 2014-09-24 01:55 am (UTC)(link)
[ Enough to make something. Annie shakes her head after his remark, as if ridding herself of the mental image. It may as well serve as an answer to his question as well, a negation of the idea that she could want anything more, or had any intention she realized beyond the one that ended when she set the shark teeth on the counter. Yet a shake of her head makes it seem like there's more - something she needs to rectify in words.

Gunther finds her attention and hands turn toward him, gentle fingers stroking over the dome of his skull, slipping back behind ears for a scratch, one that continues down his neck into his ruff and further along his back. A full body petting, and a softening around her eyes. No automatic smile. Gunther is one of the easier parts of life these days.
]

Yes. That was it.
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this smile is too happy so think this one dialed down to like, 1

[personal profile] lyingheart 2014-09-24 10:13 pm (UTC)(link)
[ She's not watching Will for the moment, able to ignore any looks he's tossing their way, Gunther much easier to allow her attention to linger over. Her lips twitch - she knows by now she doesn't want to own a dog of her own, too much responsibility, not enough guarantee she'll be around for one year, two, five, ten, fifteen on an average lifespan - and she almost smiles again.

Doesn't quite, but it's close enough. She's less reserved for a moment. It's a change of pace, tip toeing forward across that line into expressiveness.

Or closer, at least, than she's been for a long time.

She looks up when he speaks, fixing him with a knowing look. Vegan is a word she's learned like the other fancy words that had to be nonsense, but were all somehow serious. The implications behind vegan are more strict than vegetarian. No animal byproducts - blue eyes study Will, unblinking. He'd said it himself. Doesn't have any dairy in it.

Vegan ice cream, huh.
]

Other than you.

[ Interested the one who bought it, and made available something she's bypassed almost every time. Annie's one experience with ice cream at one of the stores had been on Stiles' insistence, and while it had been a sweet treat, it was almost too sweet, and not easy on her digestive system.

There's so much sugar in this world. She's still not used to it.

But she recognizes a gesture when she sees one. The lioness stretches and yawns, ignoring the eyes watching through the thicket. She's not interested in confrontations.

Acceptance of the opportunities offered... perhaps that much.
]

Sounds interesting.

[ Another pat on Gunther's hip, and she's saying yes, as much as she's not mouthing the word itself. Let the pretense be what the pretense is. ]

Thanks for thinking about me.

[ Because she's content enough in pointing it out, lips finally curling up at the corners. It's the beginning of what might be a smile, or might be the self satisfied smirk of a content lioness surveying someone else's kingdom. Territory crossings carry rules, but she's not in danger.

Not right this moment.
]
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rping with me must be a personal nightmare for you i am sorry

[personal profile] lyingheart 2014-09-26 03:07 am (UTC)(link)
[ There's nothing here I want to kill. Nothing anywhere, and no flinching away from eye contact. She's appreciative that he holds it, for once also not the one who feels she needs to look away. She's not hiding anything, no motivations that haven't been spoken on, no secrets that aren't polite more than necessary. She doesn't need to tell him the story behind each of those serrated teeth. The screams, the pain, the terror, where she'd been dumped next. No need to talk about having her wrist rotted through. About breaking the mirror with the help of the person who'd been responsible for the rotting, and desperately cutting through. How her healing, her seastar body hadn't been able to do what it usually did in those tacky underground motel rooms.

How she'd cut off her hand and they'd shoved it in the microwave to keep it from rotting in the trash. How she'd sat in the bathroom, in the bathtub, the flow of blood staunching, and the flickerings of powers coming through to heal her, slowly.

Those aren't secrets. They're memories, but like memories of his, ones that are quite and fine in their gilded cages behind watchful eyes.

She wonders at that. Wonders, too, if she likes Will's eyes.

Turns away to head to the ice box, deciding she does. Gunther is a steady warm reassurance at her side, one she encourages to brush against her fingers, tongue and fur and wet nose all interchangeable. Dog. She doesn't look back, merely makes a noise that might have been disapproval, or might have just been her clearing her throat as she eyes the contents of Will's carefully over-stocked appliance.

He's kind to his collection of wandering souls, evidence by the display of what's inside. Vegan doesn't take long to find, but she eyes the rest, too, cataloging and storing detail away that may never matter. He collects the odd ends. Annie pulls out the box of vegan ice cream and wonders if she can eat it all before she gets home. The travel time to the Cape, to the porter, to the other porter, to the train, then to her house isn't insignificant in this lingering heat.
]

You know what I thought was one of the biggest luxuries back home?

[ Unlikely. It's phrased in that annoying way that begs for asking what it is she's talking about. If he wants to know, is what she means. Do you want to hear. ]
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adjusts horns on headband

[personal profile] lyingheart 2014-09-28 10:19 am (UTC)(link)
[ It's not a look she finds she likes. The only time she's been the focal point of any universe, it has been for ends she doesn't like. Her father's focal point, but not seeing her, only seeing what she could be, when properly trained. Armin's focus, and what it had seen, stripping down all the quiet and solitude she surrounded herself with to discover why it was that Annie had always held herself apart. Even Eren's focus, when he hadn't been able to deny the reality of what Armin had been saying.

Mikasa's focus, when she'd cut off her fingers and told her simply to fall.
]

Ice.

[ Is all she says in the end, looking into his small little cooler, at the blue blocks inside. She hesitates before reaching out, setting the box of ice cream bars on the counter. She reaches her hand in, touches one of the blocks, feels the chill on her fingertips. A flickering of her eyelashes as yet another small wonder of the modern world comes to her attention. ]

Whenever you wanted it. They sent it downriver during the winter, when it was harvested in the Northern regions. Only those in Wall Sina could afford to have had enough to keep it in a cellar for year-round use.
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compells me to party

[personal profile] lyingheart 2014-09-30 03:33 am (UTC)(link)
Trays.

[ Takes a little effort, but no effort at all when weighed against what she's used to, in the larger sense of things. Annie is both rushing headlong into understanding as much as she can, and stumbling over the little details, the things people take for granted and never discuss as the here and now, as the small parts that make up the whole. Will is better about that - better in giving avenues to seeing the minutea, letting her ask questions, with half his answers being as leading as others.

There's little to the block other than textures and sights - the feeling of cold, btu he's explained that, too. She has to wonder. A chemical gel that can do all that?
]

What compound?

[ But it's an irreverent question - she shakes her head, setting down the ice block into the container, unconcerned with the little smililng face that looks up from something as frigid as she was meant to be. She'll remember these. Temeprature influence and control, like so many aspects of the modern world, made portable, convenient. ]

Didn't need ice if you were in the mountains, so much. Even in the summer, the creeks were still cold.

[ Mountains outside the Walls. Her outside perspective, taken in, during those years where personalities adapt and form. There are many parts of Annie stuck at eleven. Shy, unsure of herself with social interactions and her peers. The way she oscillates between the professional, the steady, the calm, and the quiet, the concerned, the unsure. When is it okay to care. When isn't it? Is she allowed to be this way, or that way, can she change, truly, in the end, can she be someone who takes the flow and finds a way to cut through the current?

Is she going with the flow here, too? In so many ways, she is. Adapting, pulling on whatever she must to be part of this society, this culture. Stumbling in ways she can't make up for in observation alone, opening herself up to asking, questioning, exposing her ignorance, letting it be used against her as much as she uses it to misdirect attention.

Learning about what she can. Wondering which things will matter most. Letting it all slide by, like words about friendship and obligation, honor and duty, ideals and the idealism that destroys. (That's why you're dangerous, Light. It's why any idealist is a danger, even as they might inspire.) Drawn like a moth to an oepn flame, she's not sure where she can draw the line between the infatuation of trying in this place, and the very real possibility of being incinerated in the very heat she seeks out.

What a way to go. The moth don't care...
]

Nothing much like Florida's been during the summer.